Thursday, July 30, 2009
30/07/09
@ 3:17 AM
Today is a fcuking bad day ...
Totally bad mood today ...
Dun wanna do anything...
I cnt belive i cried to sleep yesterday...
The girl i like told me 1 phrase i will nv forget ...
Just give up alright?
I cnt believe i even escape reality and just log out my msn ...
This morning went to sch with a fcuking bad mood ...
Dun wanna talk to anybody or do anything ...
I cried in the morning when sth reminded me of the incident ...
Then lessons went on ...
Freaking bored ...
Time seems to go so slow ...
Feel like dieing ...
Then when rich i grew more uneasy but i got some mood back ...
I tried my best not to think of anything ...
But it keeps coming bck ... Fcuk ...
Then rich we debate on seating position ...
At least i got where i want to sit ...
Then sci ...
Then hist ...
Then go home ...
Needed something to let me get of of this world ...
Teamed up with steph and qw to spared with Fazlee ...
Wanted him to get serious and beat the crap out of me...
But instead ...
I went on a fcuking rampage and whack him ...
Thanks faz... u are a nice punching bag...
But i got a whole lot of bruises too...
Then sip ...
Saw her sitiing at the bck ...
Dunnoe y i tend to keep looking bck ...
I tried to stop myself and i just cnt ...
Then mrs yeo came...
Mark attendant and give us some shit to copy down ...
Copied finish and did maths ...
Cnt concentrate at all ...
All i kept thinking was her ...
Then in the end i gave up...
Went to do english ...
When sip over ...
Went bck to class ...
Then play a game of chess with kw ...
I won ...
But i dun feel happy at all ...
Then went home...
Tour around northpoint with kw to see if i have luck ...
None ...
Then went home...
She not online msn ...
Either she block me or haven reach home...
And here i m now posting ...
BOREDDD ....
Hope my mood gets better tmr ...
And i have decided ...
I will not Fcuking give up ...
I will make her happy ...
- Roy's
Totally bad mood today ...
Dun wanna do anything...
I cnt belive i cried to sleep yesterday...
The girl i like told me 1 phrase i will nv forget ...
Just give up alright?
I cnt believe i even escape reality and just log out my msn ...
This morning went to sch with a fcuking bad mood ...
Dun wanna talk to anybody or do anything ...
I cried in the morning when sth reminded me of the incident ...
Then lessons went on ...
Freaking bored ...
Time seems to go so slow ...
Feel like dieing ...
Then when rich i grew more uneasy but i got some mood back ...
I tried my best not to think of anything ...
But it keeps coming bck ... Fcuk ...
Then rich we debate on seating position ...
At least i got where i want to sit ...
Then sci ...
Then hist ...
Then go home ...
Needed something to let me get of of this world ...
Teamed up with steph and qw to spared with Fazlee ...
Wanted him to get serious and beat the crap out of me...
But instead ...
I went on a fcuking rampage and whack him ...
Thanks faz... u are a nice punching bag...
But i got a whole lot of bruises too...
Then sip ...
Saw her sitiing at the bck ...
Dunnoe y i tend to keep looking bck ...
I tried to stop myself and i just cnt ...
Then mrs yeo came...
Mark attendant and give us some shit to copy down ...
Copied finish and did maths ...
Cnt concentrate at all ...
All i kept thinking was her ...
Then in the end i gave up...
Went to do english ...
When sip over ...
Went bck to class ...
Then play a game of chess with kw ...
I won ...
But i dun feel happy at all ...
Then went home...
Tour around northpoint with kw to see if i have luck ...
None ...
Then went home...
She not online msn ...
Either she block me or haven reach home...
And here i m now posting ...
BOREDDD ....
Hope my mood gets better tmr ...
And i have decided ...
I will not Fcuking give up ...
I will make her happy ...
- Roy's